i should start using this again lolz
must forget my past cycle
forever hate being an emotional bitch and having to bottle everything up inside.
maybe this happiness that im feeling is too dependent on you
maybe thats not a good thing
it’s crazy how you can easily lose someone you love. then you have regrets- you regret not telling them how much you love them, you regret not making enough time for them, you regret not telling them everything you wanted them to know.
it’s pretty harsh.
god damn it
one year and five months is a long time. i miss you sososososososos much. more than anyone can ever imagine. i love you and i wish you were still here but youre not. im still trying to move on. idk if im doing it right but right now im happy dad. i wish you could see how happy i am. i hope youre proud of me. i wish you were still around to witness your only girl grow up. i love you. you were and still are my everything. my god, i miss you so much.
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.Buddha (via light-essence)